So here I am at home for the whole day for the first time since like a week ago. I've done all the things that I've felt like doing now EXCEPT watching "drag me to hell" with ili. Since that's the only thing left, it's time for me to do my projects and find a job! It's been ages and I'm still looking for one. I'm in a depressed state at the moment. For many reasons but I shall only explain one that's interesting. My brother somehow managed to get bed bugs on his side of our bedroom so being the good brother that I am, I offered him my assistance. Intro my dad who comes up with the idea that my bed should be checked too and yes, my bed has also been infected. I've sleep on the couch for 2 months at least before they all die. So we'll see how things goes. Adios los amigos.
If it makes you less sad, I will die by your hand. I hope you find out what you want.
I already know what I am. And if it makes you less sad, we'll start talking again.
And you can tell me how vile I already know that I am. I'll grow old and start acting my age. It'll be a brand new day in a life that you hate. A crown of gold. A heart that's harder than stone. And it hurts a whole lot, but it's missed when it's gone. Call me a safe bet. I'm betting I'm not. I'm glad that you can forgive. I'm only hoping as time goes, you can forget.
If it makes you less sad, I'll move out of the state. You can keep to yourself.
I'll keep out of your way. And if it makes you less sad, I'll take your pictures all down.
Every picture you paint, I will paint myself out. It's cold as a tomb, and it's dark in your room, when I sneak to your bed to pour salt in your wounds. So call it quits or get a grip.
Say you wanted a solution. You just wanted to be missed. Call me a safe bet. I'm betting I'm not. I'm glad that you can forgive. I'm only hoping as time goes, you can forget...
You are calm and reposed. Let your beauty unfold.
Pale white, like the skin stretched over your bones. Spring keeps you ever close.
You are second hand smoke. You are so fragile and thin. Standing trial for your sins.
Holding onto yourself the best that you can. You are the smell before rain.
You are the blood in my veins. Call me a safe bet. I'm betting I'm not.
I'm glad that you can forgive. I'm only hoping as time goes, you can forget.
