I've become a ghost in people's lives. All I've done is just nothing. You can tear me up and take what you want. Don't leave me any remains. I don't get it. I've always been there whenever called upon. Say what you want from me and I'll give everything I've got cause I owe what I have to you. So now it's just me. It's alright. It's not like I can't live without the love you've showered me for years. I just need time and I'll move. Just like a ghost and I'll be the son you'll tell people that wasn't there for you, wasn't the one for you. What I feel wasn't questioned cause it's always what you wanted and what you thought was the best for me but, I know what I want. Even though it's a vague picture now, it's still something I'll work toward. My work's begun. I'll drift just like how you're thinking it to be. I don't need anything to hold me back here. I don't have anything to keep me down here. But, thanks for everything anyway.
So here I go
I'll dive right in
Break through the waves
Straight to the ocean floor
And although my hands are shaking
I lie perfectly still
Cause I'm determined to let myself sink down
And I know I'm buried too far down
To feel the warmth from the sun again
I could wave my arms and swim away
But never reach the shore
But for now I will lay face first in the sand
With the wreckage from ships that lost their way
