Ok. So I'm still the bored old person i am but, a friend of mine made me realise something today and I'm grateful to him. First let's talk about yesterday's and today's proceedings. Yesterday: After school, I went swimming with my NPCC mateys. My swimming is freaking rusty but, I'm trying to do my best. After swimming, rushed down to century square to watch Quantum of Solace. My dad is a bond fan so I went with him since he asked me to tag along. Went to home and fell asleep. Woke up thinking got SSMAT lab today. Went to school to realise it's next week. Damn frustrated. Lucky thing I wasn't bored because I knew alot of people in school so I got to have small chats with everyone who was entering school while waiting for bhai and zul to come meet me. They didn't turn up on time so I headed to class and met them during break. Played pool after school. Sat down for a chat then headed back home. Oh, almost forgot. Was chatting with hazwan and I must thank him for making me realise why I'm in a bored state. It's partly because I'm single. After a long term relationship, I have yet to adapt to the single life. So I know what I'm lacking but I'm not in pursuit of it cause I don't think now's the right time. Take care, don't think lesbians are any different from gays.
Just have a little patience
I'm still hurting from a love I lost
I'm feeling your frustration
Any minute all the pain will stop.
Just hold me close inside your arms tonight
Don't be too hard on my emotions.
'Cause I need time
My heart is numb, has no feeling
So while I'm still healing
Just try and have a little patience.
I really wanna start over again
I know you wanna be my salvation
The one that I can always depend.
I'll try to be strong
Believe me I'm trying to move on
It's complicated but understand me.
'Cause the scars run so deep
It's been hard but I have to believe
Just have a little patience
Have a little patience
My heart is numb, has no feeling
So while I’m still healing
Just try and have a little patience
