Hey guys, been a rough day for me. Seriously don't like the way things are going now. Maybe i should change my lifestyle abit to my old ways. Was suppose to attend this meeting at green view sec at 0900hrs but i overslept so i used the same reason to go out and meet the Usualls at yiwen's condo. Maman and leon stayed the night there. So we were slacking and then went for a swim. After tt i came online and afiqah was online. She immediately asked me what's wrong with me. What a way to start a conversation. So i just wasn't in the mood to talk to her so i left. Then after awhile i came back and spoke with her. I just cannot take the fact that till today she says she loves me but she has a boyfriend. I've been with her for nearly 3years now and when u hear her say she loves me and i ask her to be with me, she says she attached so not now. I've waited 10months for her already. I don't know if it's long or not but to me it's so damn fucking long. So we spoke and i gave up. It's a long story and i'm not in the mood to elaborate. So i told her i gave up on everything. We'll see how things progress. Whereas at home things are heating up between me and my dad. He's not having any belief in me. Come on, it's my holidays and i can't even go out so often to meet my friends or even go work with them. Maybe it's because of the fasting month and he's afraid i'm not doing any good deeds. So we'll see how the story unfolds. Next week is the 13th of september. It marks 3 years of my life spent with afiqah but, i guess i'll be spending it alone somewhere or with the Usualls who have declared it nonok day. No mood to go out with them if they all are bringing their girls. Sorry guys, if you all are reading this but, it's you guys go ahead with your plans. I don't wanna dampen the spirit. I'm signing off.
The Name's Azman
I'm a geek.
29:10:1990
Temasek Polytechnic (ENG)
Loves British Fashion
